R U STL DER? *

I declared today and yesterday my free days - free from school and nicotine. Tomorrow I've to go to school... so much for this hiatus. I couldn't sleep last night. I officially slept at 6.30am this morning. The past two days f*cked up my system cos I didn't go to school of a sudden. Out of nowhere, I tried to find S . I know it has been (what) 5 years but the only picture I've seen is that fugly 1x1. He used to keep her 1x1 kasi and in the middle of intoxication he'd show it to me. Awww, how sweet, diba? Then I gave myelf 5 mins to stare at her picture. She was the perfect girl for him but what happened? I tried to figure what was wrong with her? (Yes, through that pic!) Naisip ko lang na ang ganda niya at hindi pala fair. I'm so sorry (finally). I'm sorry if I did hurt you. When you came, that was the time all the pain started to be real. I'm sorry for that & I'm sorry for loving him first.