Lulu Guiness purse from http://purseblog.com/Maybe I didn't love him. Maybe I was in love with the fact that he can never be mine, that he can never choose me, that he can never be with me. (OOOhhh and I was so okay with it?) I felt that almost flawed feeling of security (or insecurity). Can one fall in love with her partner's unfaithfulness? I loved how he fed on my desire to be with him. Okay Okay so I had a talk with my friend last night which left me in a state-of-shock. How can it be so easy? Please tell me. I once thought I finally figured the whole thing then last night it just screwed up. I haven't asked my neighbor about it but I'm not sure if he'll make sense. Don't ask the smooth operators. Period. I always ask a lot of questions, ano?. I randomly ask a lot of questions. My friend told me to stop asking so many questions. The heck, I want to try to make sense of the world and there are 2 ways to figure things out - experience it and go ask. It's my way of getting to know people, the world, everything. I'm a little girl. There are things I don't know about the world. I'm young and I haven't done a lot of things... kaya ako nagtatanong!
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So hold your judgment.
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