DANCE WITH ME *

Don't be so quick to walk away
Dance with me
I wanna rock your body
Please stay
Dance with me
You don't have to admit you wanna play
Dance with me
Just let me rock you
Till the break of day
Dance with me
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I'd enjoy dancing the night away with you...

WHAT IFS *

No holding back, take the plunge just like the last time. We've always loved to live this way. We've always been crazy shitheads, you know. Each and every time there's a trap, we always fall for it. Do you remember how last time felt? I wish it never ended...

COOKFEST *

In the mood to cook tonight... too damn late when I realized I didn't have cream/milk for carbonara. Badtrip! I forgot my secret recipes... grrr!!!! Next week I will try again. I actually want to learn how to cook indian food. New Bombay is making me poor. Hehe.

BLACKLISTED *

Making my early Christmas wishlist: (You know holiday season... the retail industry's favorite seasooooon) I'm sure you guys know where to find the best gifts in town.

1) Black christmas tree that will last me until Holiday 2010. I plan to keep it in my room as long as I can. I can hang all my magazine pegs or fabric swatches after the holidays.

2) Karl Lagerfeld to help me decorate it.(Umaasa) or Anna Sui (kahit sino, basta dadating sila dapat)

3) New lens!!! Or White Holga TLR... hmmmm.

4) Red bed footer with hidden storage

5) US Visa renewal (NYC! Teenvogue! Here I come in 2012!)

6) Paint job (to put black and white stripes on my clock wall)

7) new makeup with a full range of eye shadow palette (i want to be a blending whore)

8) get a desktop (haha)

9) gosh... to get an Ipod (when I finally have the patience to download)

10) new Gucci shades!!!! Yahhooooo

O C *

Hmmm I was deleting my inbox messages when I saw a forgotten quotable quote I saved from Cosmo: "It's the thrill of the chase, honestly. They feel so naughty for doing something wrong, and when they don't get caught it makes them feel invincible for a time." Haha. You know how a simple exchange of flirtatious what-nots can lead to a bottomless pit of mindless brouhahas. Hello lover. Tell me have you been faithful?

SIM *

Sleepless in Makati. I wish I could draw again. It would be great to have a sketchpad beside my bed. There are nights when I don't get to sleep. I don't know why. I always have a lot in my head. I've always been restless. Racing thoughts, here we go again. I've been trying to catch up with my writing, I've a 2 week backlog. Haaay. Like last week I probably had a total of 20 hours of sleep, which explains why I was brain dead come Saturday when all the Ondoy flood was happening. Good lord, I need some sleeping pills. Give me something that isn't addictive.

IML *

Before: Masaya pa kami ah!

In My Life. M & I watched IML. I couldn't refuse since she's the boss for the day. I don't watch movies bcos: 1) I get bored easily 2) I talk in my seat 3) I cry. I get excited. I scream. 4) I hate being beside strangers in the movie house. Forgive me movie freaks but the movie house isn't my mecca. Haha. We had to watch IML... naintriga! Haha.I wasn't prepared for winter wonderland too since we didn't plan to watch a movie (I was in tshirt & shorts... a deadly combination).

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I loved the movie bcos 1) I'm a Vilmanian! 2) It's a movie only dysfunctional kids would understand. Grabe, M & I weren't prepared for the heavy drama. No Kleenex preparation, whatsoever! In the middle of the movie, I asked her "Umiiyak ka ba?" (Random thought na bakit siya umiiyak at hindi pa ako naiiyak). Then I asked her after that solid table scene (na umiiyak na rin ako), "May tissue ka ba?". Laughtrip!!!

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I wish I grew up with no hatred in my heart, maybe I'd be happier you know. =)

After: Sniff sniff pa! Glassy & red eyes, solid!