Just another photo from Flickr. Oops, I lost the link. For a change I cried to death. I met with my friend and just ranted til Cibo closed. I even saw Ka there so I was super happy. It's a first that I didn't have to throw my worries in a bucket of alcohol. This was the easiest cos a bucket of beer with a random stranger and you're okay na in a pretentious way. Lexi wasn't available for tonight cos of her bro's bday. I ended up with Marina who straightened my twisted brain. At least now, quitting law school is no longer an option unlike in my past semesters. I cannot quit law school cos I wasted so much time on this. Quitting is no longer an option. Period.Mood: Shitty, feeling "tae".
My night ended with a good cry-o fest. I still feel sad big time. I've never failed in any subject. This teacher who made my knees feel jello everytime I recite and humiliated every inch of me gave me a failing grade. What can I do? Shi*t lang.
So for some ME time, I have to schedule another field trip for myself. With my new Holga, I'll go to Luneta Park next week to give my baby a tour around Mabuhay Manila.
Then all of a sudden my new baby may or may not arrive on the 2nd week of December bcos of this bad news. But I'm still hopeful. I waited the whole year for it.
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A grade is just a grade. A numerical shit with curves and lines here and there, but it can change your life overnight. Maybe I'm not so perfect after all. I do get bad grades pala.
Bukas mag-aaral ulit. Papasok at sana hindi matawag sa recit. Magno-notes ulit. Pag-uwi, mag-aaral ulit. My law school life will go on even without me wanting it.
Hang on.
Hang on.
Maybe in the end it's worth the ride.
Study to the point of absurdity.
:p
1 comment:
whatever happens jen, whatever you're feeling, all that matters is that you are doing this because you know it's the right thing to do, it's to make your mom proud and it's for a brighter future. and when all this is behind you, you'll be glad you didn't give up. just enjoy the ride. I'm proud of you bestie!
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