Today was another "fight" day in school. Thank you to my support team for continuously backing me up in this endeavor. A year ago I was just willing to call it quits and just leave everything behind. In between reading and all, I was crying my heart out. I felt lonely in school bcos I felt out-of-place. I also felt so exhausted emotionally, physically and mentally. I must admit this - law school has become my life. I couldn't imagine my life out of it. If I dropped out, I would probably think of what I left behind. In the end, it wouldn't make me happy too.
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My friend sent me this textmessage - "The measure of a mature person is not how well they prepare for everything to go right... but on how they stand up and move on after everything goes wrong". I must say I sincerely admire you just as you are. Goodnight.
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All I know is that I never had to sell myself to the devil to be where I am right now. I may not be at the top but I will get there no matter what. At least I could proudly say to myself, I worked my way up on my own. I never had to put others down to feel good about myself. I never had to compromise my own principles. I still refuse to play the game bcos I couldn't take it. If I have to do it the hard way so be it. P.S. My favorite girls, please just back me up all the time.
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Marina was looking for the girl who didn't care about the world. I'm bringing her out this time around. To hell and back with those gossips, snares and stares. I don't care. Again, I wasn't born to please the universe.
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So let's go. Let's fight. Live and die each day. Let's take it one step at a time. =)
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