OUCH *

If he's moving on, then fine with me
I just don't want to see it, diba?!
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She cried a bucket of tears. I know she'll be fine. She's a tough cookie just like me.
Hang in there. Everything will be fine. Breathe, baby, breathe.
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Minsan masakit talaga. Ganoon talaga.
Nobody said it wouldn't hurt big time.
Surrender to that pain you are feeling.
It will soon be gone. Someday. Somehow.
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Thank God I never had to go through that. Hmmm, well not really. Once I saw my ex-boyfriend in Greenhills Shopping Center. My heart stopped bcos it felt so weird. From then on, I promised myself to look good all the freaking time cos you'll never know who you will see next. Then this other time, this same ex-boyfriend was in Starbucks Katipunan! I was even checking this other guy ahead of him who turns out to be his barkada. Well, yes, he saw everything! But what can I do, his friend was really "hot". Haha. I hate seeing the "ghosts" of my past (regardless if they're attached or single). I hate being put in such situations when I cannot turn back. I don't want to see them. Period. It puts me in a very awkward position. I want to run and hide. I'd like to believe that since I'm older now, I have to face it that my exes will show up not with their girlfriends but with their wives and their kids. Haha. But it hurts big time, baka hindi ko kaya! Remember that moment where Maricel saw Aga and Angelica (A Love Story!) inside a beauty store, isang matinding ARAY yun!