NO JUDGMENT *

The old cliche'. You will soon find Mr. Right.

My new version which is more realistic. REMEMBER! Finding Mr. Right does not necessarily mean being with Mr. Right.

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I met someone who told me he is the faithful kind. I felt sorry for myself that for the first time in my life I believed him. It felt sincere. (Yes, more than just a bowl full of alcohol) It felt different bcos I never heard and believed such thing in the past 9 years. Before I slept that night, I cried bcos it felt so weird. I've heard the lie ("I'll be faithful", "I'm faithful" in many versions) endless times pero ngayon palang ako napaniwala. My cynicism and other people's cynicism ate me. I'm glad to know that he is but it really doesn't matter to me. (malamang!) I've learned many people's cheatsheets and I got so used to it. It makes me so praning! Before I told him I'll be faithful, but he never believed me.

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Not so long ago we danced forever. In our world, there was just the two of us. It was so complicated that it was so beautiful. Sadly the music faded. Sometimes I still imagine the music in my head, but I have to admit, it's no longer there. I think I found my own happy place apart from our old dance floor. Just like what I've always told you, wherever you are, I hope you are happy. Sometimes I still cry bcos I miss "the self" at the old dance floor. It hurts to admit to myself that you are dancing with someone else, but what can I do? Yes, I miss you. E nakaka-miss ka talaga eh. This is the longest time I haven't seen you. Did you grow your hair even if I hated it? Do you still crave for Piattos sourcream? Do you serve her chocolate icecream?

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Tang*na. Ayoko ng quiet-times, nasesenti kasi ako. :p