TICTOC *

I'm almost there, now I am getting scared. It feels like renewing my visa (ten f-ing times I am more nervous than that). 50,000 f-ing heartbeats. I must focus, hang on bcos just yesterday I realized I needed to stay sane. I am getting there. I think I made the right choice to quit LS to pursue everything to reach the one goal. For some reason, I am just so fixated. You're some random lover - quite difficult to pursue. Tsk tsk. At the end of the day, I still want an eight carat, a big wedding, to marry my prince and live like a princess. Before I even bother about the seams of my wedding dress, I have plans. This is my moment - to finally want to take off. For the longest time, I waited for this. I need benefactors and please I need a 3.0 GPA! =) Start spreading the news, if I am not leaving today, it must happen before I am 30! So help me God.