Wednesday, August 4, 2010

HMMMM *

I never thought I'd write this... but once in awhile I'm entitled to feel this. I keep telling that regret is a bad thing. This must be a Chocho-aftermath. We had our usual 1-on-1. This might be the last for the year. We tried to assess what life has been for us, for the nth number of years that we've lived on our own. It boils down to that question - "Did we make the right choices in life?".
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When I was young I wanted to lay out the kind of life I wanted to live. But as always, as luck would have it, it never really happened. What a complete relief to surrender to what little surprises would bring me. Ooooh, living each day at a time. Sometimes we plan too much and we get too fixated. I realized when things started to fall apart for me, I found a new path.
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I don't know, but my head is just full of "what ifs" right now.
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Grrrrrr. Sana mag 2012 na...

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