TQLC *

Oooh the quarter life crisis... I had it when I was 23. I felt I was being left behind by a career-driven crowd (which composed of people within my same circle who had jobs and I had tons of cases & lawbooks). I wasn't making any money... what's worse was spending money I didn't have. I was with a super competitive crowd of would-be lawyers who ate one another and fed on one's weaknesses. I was an easy game since I was steady.


My worst enemy was being too steady... too steady to achieve... to steady to get anywhere. When things started to fall apart... I lost my hero. I got debarred from school. When at that time, I had nowhere to go. I threw myself down the dump and let the shit sink all in. Well... but all good you know. No regrets at all. I slowly reformed myself from all the shopping & the drinking. I got my game back eventually. It was a loooot of unimaginable drama but seriously all worth it. Where I am right now, I worked my way to get here. I didn't have to rely on someone else's grace. I've always doubted myself but here I am. Thank you to those who always believe in me. Hehe. They are the sweetest.

I've learned that sometimes when you stop listening to what others dictate to you, the magic just happens. I know I am not going up that platform in March. But with the platform I built for myself and where I stand today, it's the best fucking thing on earth.

Cheers to another year! I'm f-ing twenty five. When I'm 27 or 28 just like how I planned it in 2006, I will be in NYC, baby!