Now it's my turn to take risks. I never got the chance to really want something so bad that I'd stick by it no matter what. When I left my retail job in 2006, I obsessed about it. I know regret is a bad thing. But I did regret leaving my job. I did regret going to lawschool right after college. I should've claimed my much needed "1 year break".
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Everyday my mom nagged me (in silence). I never heard anything from her about my job. But towards the end my brother pleaded. My mom nagged my brother 24/7. So ayun pala!
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As I look at the saddest sheet of paper (which happens to be my very own resume), I never really had any serious job experience that is job-offer friendly. It doesn't help that my undergrad and law stint remain to be unattractive to the fashion/retail industry. I thought I could be a lawyer or pretend at least I could be one. Lawschool IS lawschool. It is something only a fellow law student could understand. Lawschool can wait. Those lawbooks waiting for bloodtears can wait. The whole universe can wait for me to finally become a lawyer.
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So diz iz it. I'm finally going back to retail again. To hell and back with the dreams of the universe. I will work for retail again no matter what. Nothing can stop me now. I'm tired of doing the shit for everybody.
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