HAAAY *

I haven't functioned like my old normal self for the last 6 months. I haven't had real sleep for about 4 1/2 months. This so called "down time" is taking too long. It is draining my self-esteem & everything else. It's not normal for me to hate socializing with people. I've always been an introvert (as the guidance tests said). But this time it's more like a pain to go out. Well I've to be out, I have to go to the mall to check what they have. It's no longer for my own satisfaction but I need it for work. Things are not okay. I don't know how long I plan to keep it this way.