I've been hiding for the past month and refusing to face certain issues. I keep telling myself ... "Change is good... change is always good". This time I will be ready. I am ready to face it. I've been drowning myself with work here and there. When there's work to do, there's work to do. I'm not very busy but I'm busy. I want to stop thinking about how things will go in the next few weeks. But I will be ready. I am ready. ---
I want to go back to school to learn more on improving my craft. I want to meet people who share the same wavelength as I am. Regret is a bad thing. I don't want to regret anything with the things I do. Law school taught me so many things - on working hard, getting even, competiting, following my dreams, etc. Sadly my heart is not in lawschool. Somebody has to go somewhere to find where her heart is.
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I am ready.
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Alcohol cannot even drown my hurt. But the gaussian blur can somehow lessen it.
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