I wish I grew up to be a bad person (who got into drugs, who got pregnant with a stranger,who didn't finish college, etc) so that when she's mad at me there's always a justification. Before I was okay with her behavior, but as I got older, I got more sensitive and I couldnt mask my pain anymore. I thought maybe she had a bad day at work or she's menopausing, but after a couple of years those excuses do not seem to work for me anymore.
I realized napapagod din pala ako at pagod na ako.
(Tea or Beer?)
Minsan sana gusto mo uminom ng sobra-sobra na akala mo malulunod mo sa alcohol lahat ng problema mo. Ito ang pinakamura at pinakamadaling "form of escape". It superficially heals all your hurt from hell.
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