Holiday season breezy air! First sighting of Christmas decor! Christmas lights! Ho ho ho. Santa's coming to town to give me pressies.
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A lot of adjustment going inside our unit. I miss our other roomate. Even if I know she's no longer coming home, I still wait for her at night. In our head, she's just in Taft with her brother. But she's no longer coming home even if I wait for her forever. Haaaay. I miss showing to her my new magazines cos she loves browsing them. I miss telling her what happened to me. She loves hearing my many misadventures. I miss her! It's that shitty feeling of attachment noh? What more if every morning of your life you wake up seeing somebody's face. Then one day, this person's no longer there. I can't be like that. I hate that kind of attachment. For now my other roomate and I are adjusting to this new set-up without Joan. The unit's a lonelier place now. No more answering phonecalls for Joan. No more styling help for her "pageants". No more chocolate-loving and walnut-popcorn sharing. Haaay and life goes on as usual.
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Like a little kid, I'm scared of being left behind. But like an adult, I'm used to being left behind.
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