UNBEARABLE LIGHTNESS OF BEING NAKED *

(Photo borrowed from by friend BRI: http://briboinks.multiply.com/ Side comment: I never thought he was into photography bcos he talked about CARS 24/7. Check out his site to see the making of a lensman)

I hold my breath when I'm about to go inside the sauna room. I'm not too arte about the being naked part. I feel more confident without clothes. I love seeing myself naked in the mirror, admiring my female form. It may be something like a Rubenesque one but I'm proud to have curves in the right places. Everytime I open that glass door in the sauna room, I close my eyes and wish for no one to be inside it. I'm pretty arte about seeing other naked women. I just don't want to see other women - NAKED. I don't know it's weird and I feel even more uncomfortable being in the ladies' locker room. I see them scrub this and that, remove this and that, etc. These things to my mind should be done in private. I wish I'd be spared from the scene of having to witness it all. It's close to an uncomfortable intimacy with strangers.

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It's pretty ironic even declaring that I do admire my female form but shun at the idea of seeing others in their female form. It's probably different if I see my friends naked or something bcos I know them. Ewan. You realize when you see these women naked, it affirms a certain aspect of pride, something like "This is my body. Love it or hate it." You realize that the most confident ones in the sauna room without any article of clothing would be the moms. Next to that would be the young adults with either their undies or bras. The late teens wearing both perhaps. The rest wouldn't use the sauna room. Period. It all depends of your "comfort level". Baring it all in the sauna room can be likened to donning a bikini on the beach.

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Today I was very fortunate to see inside 3 naked women. On a lucky day, I have the room all to myself. After about 5 minutes, I just had to go. I couldn't take it. Weird noh? MAYBE... I can do skinny dipping. Pose nude for an artist. (Oh! This reminds me of a high school friend. His mom's nude sketches where displaced in the dining area! Wahahaha. It was cool, but I hope by now they transferred in somewhere else!) Get totally intimate with a man and all that. But please no sharing of a small space with three naked female strangers.

:)