For the first time in my law life, after endless DENIAL, I finally admitted to myself that I "love" where I am right now. I am not exactly happy bcos I still think that I should be doing other things. This is where I am right now, and I cannot imagine my life out of it. I just ask myself if I am even good enough to survive this until the end. I still have doubts considering the fact, the truth, the reality that I hardly memorize bcos if I do, I will have no chance to read other things. I have never studied like this in my whole life and it gets frustrating at the end of the night to feel inadequate all the freaking time. Just what I've been telling myself since 1st semester, I will do my best and I hope in the end it will be all worth it. My dreams can waaaaaiiiiiiitttttt. This is my last chance to make my mom happy. I just hate the fact that she doesn't put a star on my forehead and sprinkle confetti or something.
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I miss the beautiful people. How I wish they were around. I know they have work to do and all that. In between those law provisions, I still think of you guys! [Lexi. Cho. JM. Ka. Dian. Chris. Wenki] Ditzerella will make you proud one day! =) You guys inspire me all the freaking time. I just check our camwhoring archives and I'm back to my fighting form.
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